I am one of those women who married an easy going calm man for a reason, the reason being that I worry 100% of the time. Granted I didn't used to worry so much. In fact after John and I married I learned to worry less. I started letting things go and laughing a lot more. But then this happened and by this I mean Brigham. I thought I worried an excessive amount during pregnancy and that some how I would worry less about him once I could physically see that he was OK. That didn't happen. I now worry if he looks bored that somehow he is wishing he didn't join a family of (older) 20-somethings, OK so not really but I do worry about his clogged tear duct and the temperature of his body.
I am learning to put a lot less trust in myself and a whole lot more in God. He got this little guy here despite the odds I must believe that He will keep him safe just the same.
I hope you're not prodding an poking him hourly to check his temp :0) He's so cute!! Its so natural to worry I still check on Abbie to make sure her chest is rising and falling at night and naps...:0) You are doing wonderful, I'd love to hear more about your expierence when you have the time to even think about it! :0) So happy he's here safe and sound and just so darn cute!
ReplyDeleteHe's really cute! I am exactly like you. I worry about everything and I know it's only going to get worse once this baby comes. I've been thinking about it lately, and I think one of the reasons that family is so important in the Gospel is because having children is such a big trial of faith and patience. Especially faith.
ReplyDeleteThose pictures are sooooo SWEET!!!! I just love him already. You are a wonderful mother and I know that because you are worrying. Babies are such a miracle and I know you will take good care of him!!! Love you Becca!!!
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