Life is a strange thing. As I was lying in bed this morning, not being able to sleep, I thought about my baby. I prayed for my baby's health and that my baby would be whole without disabilities, knowing that I will love this child what ever the circumstance may be. This train of thoughts led me to my next train of thoughts: Trials.
I started thinking about the things I have been asked to go through and realized that either God thinks I am weak sauce or He just loves me. My trials seem so small. When John and I were told we wouldn't be able to get pregnant I never felt alone. And after only a small amount of time we are expecting our first child in 6 months. While John was working I was always worried that he could lose his job then he did and I am less stressed now then I was then. We have had so much fun these past few months, I will be sad when he goes back to work. When my mom was in the hospital I was able to go home and be with her. Now she is doing amazing from where she was just two months ago. I am so blessed. I have everything I could ever want for. I have the greatest gift of all, the knowledge of the Atonement. I love The Gospel and I am so blessed to have it. My trials are small and my blessings are so great.
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